Sailor.

I'm embarassed. I curse too much. It's disgusting. So this one is rated G, on launguage, not subject matter.

My belongings are here! I'm rather disappointed that one box I realllly wanted got left at Dad's, but I'm so happy to have most of my stuff. So. Logan knows about Nathan and I. Which is a little awkward. I feel bad that I jumped into a relationship two weeks after ending a two and a half year one, but Nathan is so worth it. :]

Nathan! Jeebus, I love this boy :] We've talked about college things with me, and he said I don't have to ask him to wait for me. That sounds too good to be true to me. If he really did, it would be a dream come true, straight up. I want to believe that I have the strength to hold on if I go to Washington, and I believe I can, so time will tell on that one. I really really straight up see a future with him. Not to sound creepy or anything :] I'm way happy right now, and he's pretty much the only source.

My friends are idiots. I don't know if they're even my friends anymore. I call, I text, I message, whatever, it doesn't matter. It seems as though I don't exist anymore. Last night, I was sitting at the hookah bar with Nathan, Ian, Ron, and Dallas, and in they walk! Like the huge group was supposed to come. I'm talking Nate, Preston, Zoe, Bob, Logan, Danielle, Josh, Britt, etc. It's ridiculous. Don't bother calling me though, it's no big deal. They say it's always spur of the moment, but in the 20 minutes it takes them to get to Hagerstown, they could call me and I would be there at the same time, yes? Yes. Whatever.

Touching back on the holding on during college thing. Most people are like, oh, well, don't bother staying in a relationship because you'll meet other people at school. I'm not going for that. I am going to bust it to do amazing in college, and that's it. I'm going to do great and I'm going to do it the first time around. I've seen too many of my friends blow their college experience because of partying. Yes, it must be nice, and I don't plan on completely abstaining, but really? Grow up. Focus. Bah.

I'm off to spend the day with my boy :]