I feel absolutely lonely. The kind of jealousy that comes over me when I see a status like "Out with my boro boys," and I know that Nathan is with them, is almost unbearable. It puts me in the mindset of wanting to cry, or take two Tylenol PM and sleep for a day. I feel like yeah, it's mostly my fault that I don't have friends, but that doesn't make it any easier to have no one to call to hang out with. Ever. That's enough being emo. I just wish I had someone.