Saturday, November 28, 2009
I feel absolutely lonely. The kind of jealousy that comes over me when I see a status like "Out with my boro boys," and I know that Nathan is with them, is almost unbearable. It puts me in the mindset of wanting to cry, or take two Tylenol PM and sleep for a day. I feel like yeah, it's mostly my fault that I don't have friends, but that doesn't make it any easier to have no one to call to hang out with. Ever. That's enough being emo. I just wish I had someone.
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You are my best friend. Please always know that you are my BEST FRIEND. I love you so dearly and I can't replace any and all friends you had or have, but I am always here for you. You are my world and I am so so thankful for you in my life each day. It means so much more than I could ever put into words, I'm sorry for ever putting pressure on you to start our relationship so soon as I did, it wasn't fair, it wasn't fair at all and I wish I could take it back and have given you more time. I love you so much. Always remember that I will always try one way or another even if I fail at first to make you happy, to make improvements to right my wrongs, and make you happy.
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