The queen died three weeks ago, can't you see the difference?

God I am so angry right now!

Okay. Premenstrual. Hella. And it's like. Okay, I'm going to text you telling you how I feel about today. Because it sucked. And I was hoping you'd at least TRY to make me feel better? I'm sitting here in front of my laptop crying for the third time today because I feel like I am dating a brick wall sometimes. It's like, as long as I am okay, you are, but when I'm down, it's as if someone hit you in the face with a two by four. You don't say anything and don't do anything. I am at a loss for words and don't want to make you mad. So I'm shutting up.

Did it ever occur to you, that I act strong and cold and whatnot, but sometimes I want to be taken care of? Correction, sometimes I need to be taken care of? I know it is sometimes difficult to get me to accept help, but I am asking for it and getting nothing because you shut that area off to me. This sucks. I don't want to be the strong one.